I had the perfect email ready to go. No body, merely a subject line: “Say Cheese, Baby!”<\/p>\n
The recipients had been carefully selected. Hitting the send key was going to feel like opiates flooding my brain. My pregame giddiness was almost pathological.<\/p>\n
No mail was sent. I feel today as if I need a treatment center. There may be nothing so difficult as coming down. Reassurances from loved ones help but do not heal.<\/p>\n
What the hell happened? I do not know. Who wants to bear witness to a train wreck. It was like the contradiction of a near death experience: It happened so fast yet seemed to unfold in slow motion.<\/p>\n
Tomorrow will come. When it does, I will be here, a Cheesehead for life.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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